frustrated

So after getting the computer fixed last time we ended up losing power and internet. Our power was restored the same day, but our internet was out for several days. We have it now, but I feel like I am so thrown off schedule now. Today is a crazy day, I will study, but here is how it is going to work. I have to prepare for a meeting tonight, then take kids to soccer practice and then come home feed them and put them to bed and leave for my meeting. Once I get home my husband will probably be sleeping already because he has to work early in the morning and he has been really sick. Maybe him being sick threw me off schedule too, who knows, so I don't know if I will be able to write today, but I wanted to let everyone know I didn't quit, I am not being lazy, I am just having weird things throw me off schedule. Maybe I am about to make some incredible break through in my learning and Satan is preventing it...or maybe I am not prioritizing correctly, but not blogging while studying has made me notice that it helps me to write while I study. I can record my thoughts faster. I miss it and I will be back to it.